I close my eyes...
An easy thing to do
And all I see is Nothingness.
I feel the Nothingness.
I taste the Nothingness.
Tastes like nothing... and it's great.
See, nothingness is a sense that I used to feel all the time.
It was about time to sense something.

Better than ever
ever than better
I feel great right now
now right great feel I
mixing up words
words up mix
....
How I feel now
Now feel i how
...

Feeling

Living in the moment

not looking for approval

-- this is really infrequent

and sort of an adjustment

damn i wish this feeling was consistent...

But the bad news is that most of the time

i feel like a delinquent and disoriented.

Maybe all i need is encouragement

to get away from this feeling of impatience.

Why am I not decent?

All I hear is my punishments.

All I want is silence... but not too much.

I don't need acceptance, I just want balance.

No ignoring either.

Most of the time I seem confident...

Do I really feel that way?

Doesn't seem like it.