Ashes to Ashes

Ashes to Ashes

Can't get you off my head.
What did you do with my mind?
You're in it all the time.
What made you so special?
Now matter how much i try to get you out of it, you won't make it out of there.
How long will it take?
It's not a matter of choice and i don't have the will power., 
I wish it could be and i wish i had that.
But there's no use for one and tons of fire burning suns in the galaxy because all will come back to strike me again and again.
You had my heart, you had all of me.
And guess what you did with it?
You just threw me into the fire place, burned it, and blew my heart away.
I lay on my knees with little hope, and feeling i won't ever put the ashes back together. To make me again. 
I preciously pick up what was left, store them away, and look up at the stars, and wish upon a star.
Close my eyes shut.
Take my light out.
Feel the burn.
Feel the release.
And feel the wholeness once again.
Now I feel the power.
I get the box of ashes, and blow you away.
No more scars. Not from you at least.