Cup is Half Empty.

Rght now... all i see are flashbacks. My sister, eliza, my gram. Not fair. SO not fair. Life isn't fair. Shit it's not. why do i keep on stumbling? At least i'm not falling now. Head high. Feelings down. The real me is down, and she fuckin wants to rise back up again. How will she do that? Shit life isn't fair. WHen i'm i going to feel normal again? My heart's not full anymore.