For me

Every now and then
i feel the pain
All the bullshit hits just like that
When it comes i feel so drained
Hasn't it been enough?
I guess not.
Thoughts come back and back
You don't think it's enough and enough
but is it necessary?

**Why does this happen to me?
just take it away, and give me somthing
i'd feel lucky to have,
i won't take it for granted, i promise,please
make it last for more than a day or two
make it last for a while
Make me regain what was taken away
or send me off in my plane
either way just take me far away
make me forget

now i feel it everyday,
again and again
what should i do?
what shouldn't i do?
just give me the answers i want
give me the answers i need
before the whole world drops me into the dirt,
into my grave--
Rest In Peace, yeah that's what i need
give me the peace that will hang around

Why does this happen to me?
just take it away, and give me somthing
i'd feel lucky to have,
i won't take it for granted, i promise,please
make it last for more than a day or two
make it last for a while
Make me regain what was taken away
or send me off in my plane
either way just take me far away
make me forget

Finally you give it to me
my answers i should've gotten long ago
Finally you take my chains off my scarred wrists
THis is what i've been waiting for
*Poof* Tears stream down my cheeks
this is what i've been waiting for
these are tears of relief, i ton of it
I feel the release of the cuffs
you can't imagine how it feels
it feels like a won a greatest prize
complete and uncut
i'm finally happy

**Why does this happen to me?
just take it away, and give me somthing
i'd feel lucky to have,
i won't take it for granted, i promise,please
make it last for more than a day or two
make it last for a while
Make me regain what was taken away
or send me off in my plane
either way just take me far away
make me forget

The past is done, the future is now
Don't take it away, i finally feel lucky
i don't know how but
i will NOT take it for granted
I'll keep my promise, i wont forget.