Is it the end?

I'll cherish the memories. I'll keep them till the end guaranteed.I wish it didn't happen like this, since I thought of you as a sister. Now. I don't know. It's like you took a gun and took a blow to my heart. But the time has come for me to accept that we both changed a lot, and i could live with that. Even though i don't exactly know how you feel, I want out. This has grown too big.