shitness.

I'm done with graduating. Want something more in life. I want to follow my dreams. Keep my head up high. Don't let anyone see my deeply hidden depression. I think i are fucked up. I'm a depressed happy kind of person. It sucks. Glad i'm not so deeply depressed tho. I need to get out of here. I want to go to career academy, get my degree, work for a while, hopefully will love my job, then go to college again to become a teacher. I think thinking i was going the wrong path was good for me. I hopefully will keep up my motivation, and do something with my life and not get stuck in this village. Please God. Make me a better person, too. Set me free. Sorry. Very sorry. I just don't want to fall so deep again. Hopefully i'm not jinxing myself. But hey. Whatever. Whatever happens, i'm in it till the end.